Friday, March 28, 2008
stuck in between.
It's Day 3.Met up with Lyn and Eden again.I just glad i have them companying me.Thanks guys.11am, 28th MarchWoke up once again.Sometimes i hopeI don't have to wake up at all.Only hoping to see your return,Not the break of dawn.12pm,Ate prata with them.At that very same place,Very same table.Dear girl, i wished you were there.After lunch,Headed back to my house.Supposed to gym,But we decided to slack.Around 7.30pm,We headed out to Orchard.For me to grab a new bag.We took bus 518 down,Many thoughts and scene hit me,Especially the clouds again.If i could,I would paint them out for you.Sometimes, i wish i could do the impossible.Like bringing the clouds home for you.Or like flying over to your side now.How i wish i could.Its Day 3,Soon to end.It's neither here nor there.Put it simply,You've been gone for 3 days.I miss you.But in 2 days time,You'll be back.I am glad!I want to quickly hold you in my arms,And spend my entire time with you.Cause i know,With you,I'll feel all the happiness in the world.With you,Nothing can ever go wrong.Only you,Can make my world so perfect.And all i want now,Is you.
Posted by rotiboy at 11:40 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
missing you... still.
1.03am, 27th March.I tried to sleep,But you came into my mind again.How are you doing?Are you sleeping?Everything about you.Is there no other ways,Other than to wait for Sunday?Sigh...11.00am,I woke up.Feels weird not being able to say Good Morning to you.I waited for Eden to arrive,we planned for gym.But things changed.Sigh...Around 1.00pm,We decided to swim.In the pool,I thought of you again.I tried not to let it bother me,But while tanning,It affected me somehow.I miss the time we stare at the clouds,Seeing if we could find something.Like a face,Or a wolf.Sigh...5.02pm,Met up with Amos and Hizam,We played soccer.Eden played a little like me.We didn't had that ball sense.But i guess it doesn't matter.Played till the sun was down.The clouds once again,Made me thought of you.Sigh...10.30pm,I begin blogging again.So much happenings today,Yet my mind was still stuck with you.Dear girl,Did you have fun today?Hope you're eating well.I don't really know how Hong Kong is like,But i believe you are having fun.You said that most probably you'll be at Disneyland today.Did you take that same ride 10 times?Sigh...So many more questions in mind.But what's the point?When there's no one answering them.I miss you.I only wish for time to pass faster,For my heart is really feeling horrible.I guess i won't sleep,Till the clock strike 12.Weird but true,I just want to see the day passBefore i go to bed.
Posted by rotiboy at 10:30 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Missing you... part 2
8.28am, 26th MarchI received your last messagebefore you flew off to Hong Kong.I cried myself to sleep.11.40am.I woke up,Hoping everything was merely a dream.I guess reality still struck me.I miss you.3.00pm,I met Lyn and Eden.Without you,
It didn't felt complete.
Your smile was all i could think of.I need you.9.23pm,I finally received a message,A sign of hope.But it didn't last long.You said you'll not be able to message me,Till you come back.I was lost.10.54pm,I begin blogging,About my love and misses for you.It's been empty since you left,Although it's only Day 1.But I just wasn't used to it.My phone was silent,My MSN didn't blink.I'm in my own world,Lost without you.What am i to do?It's been only less than a dayAnd i am already feeling this way.I'm glad Lyn and Eden was there with me,Or else i really wouldn't knowHow to spend my timeWith you stuck in my mind.I guess I will end here,Cause I'll probably tear.I miss you, girl.And i love you.Hurry come home...
Posted by rotiboy at 10:50 PM
Few words...
I don't really want to say much.I guess as time past,I'm starting to lose my mood and all.But I'll put in a few words.It's the day,The day you will fly away.All I have is a few hours left with you.But I'll treasure them with my heart.Thinking about you leaving,It makes me tear.In fact,They're already dropping down.Hearing your voice,Seeing your smile,The smell of your perfume.All these has become a part of my life.I know it's a few days,But to me,It's like forever.I'll miss you.I'm sorry to let you see me like that.But I'll be strong.I promise.And like i promised,My eye bags will be better!I love you. :)
Posted by rotiboy at 12:48 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
Missing you... part 1
Today, 24th March is the date...On a brighter note,It's Junhui's birthday.Happy birthday to you~!May your wishes come true!And keep smiling alright?But on a heavier note,It's 2 more daysBefore she flies to Hong Kong.The time we spent for now,Well, I just hope it was more.I know it's just probably 5 days,But I'll still miss you badly.Just when things wereHitting off on the right note,You had to go for 5 days.I'll miss you girl...No matter where you are,Even if you are by my side,I will still miss you.Because i love you.There are somethings,I really want you to know.But I won't put it here.Because somethings,Are meant for only you and me.But let me say somethingBefore i end this lonely post.No matter what happens,Huiying,I will always love you...Whole-heartedly...
Posted by rotiboy at 1:27 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
I love you
Where's everybody in da house?Are you all gone?Or perhaps problem-free?Please share some stories~
Let me start with mine,
A little dedication...
I have been living a life of a king recently,With someone dearest to me.I have been thinking of her every single moment,And even now, i still do.I am not going to be a tortoise anymore!This is something i promise you.You gave me something special,And I'll treasure it with my heart.With you,I feel like a little babyIn the hands of his mother.Feeling the love that words cannot describe.But at the same time,I want to protect youWhenever I'm around you.I guess i want you to feel the love too.Hui Ying,You are the one girl dearest to me.Through highs and lows,We will face them together.I don't just want to love you for one moment,But i want to love you forever.It ain't easy to trust at the start,But we will walk through this together slowly.
Because of three shorts words
But carries a huge meaning,
And only one purpose.
I love you.
Posted by rotiboy at 10:09 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
and i miss you...
26th of March,The date you will be flying off~Although it's only 5 days,It seems like 5 years to me.Time we spent so far,Ain't much.To come and think of it,It's only few hours.I miss you.I know things may look too good to be true now,But I want to make it all true.And it won't be just one moment,But every single moment i get to spend with you.I love you.I know there are some points of me that aren't all good,But I will make them better.Just so to let you know,I don't want to lose you, girl.There are so many things I want to do with you,But so little time right now.I don't mind waiting,But there's still a feelingThat says,I miss you, girl.And I hope to be there for you at every moment.
Posted by rotiboy at 9:13 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
a... love song?
Are we just going to sing A love song?Or are we going to sing love songs?It's 2 down, 1 to go~If you get my drift...Although things has just started off,I'm already starting to miss her badly!Is it normal?Or am i just weird?Hmmmm...Let me put some thought into it..I think I'm just silly in love~!A few nice posts by Keith...Interesting yet quite irritating..Hahaha!Trying to shoot me only right?!Like Jashawn always say,Le Eh Tio Eh...Hahahaha!I can't even blog properly now~!Let's not care about making a nice post already!Together we shall sing~Dance and drink~To our little love song...To Keith~! To Me~! And hopefully soon~TO EDEN!!!!
HUEHUEHUE~~!!
Posted by rotiboy at 3:14 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
sing a love song
sweet dreams are made of these,hold her hand for an hour if you please.you and her we used to tease,and sometimes you got really pissed.well once a upon a time you said,her smile just makes you lose your head.i told you you'd lose your heart too,you never admitted, but it was so true.we've always wished upon a star,that you and her would come this far.and what keith said was right,on that very fateful night.i told you that you stood a chance,to hold her hand or even dance.i knew for her you'd dance ballet,and we asked her to our chalet.so slowly but steadily your affection grew,but it wasnt just you two,you must thank your friends for being therelending you a ear or shoulder, because we care.one day i hope to attend your wedding,and i'll bring some pumpkin pudding.i'd wish the best for the bride and groom.MAY YOU HAVE A BABY SOON!
Posted by Bastard at 12:01 AM
Friday, March 14, 2008
13th March...
Before 13th March,Many things/events took place.Some were good memories,And some were bad memories.But that's just life playing its role.On 13th March,One very important event took place.It's this day,That marks a new chapter.A new beginning.After 13th March,Many more things/events will take place.I'll make them look good,Feel good,Sound good,And they will BE good.This is promise you.There has been this one thing,I wanted to tell you personally,But i didn't dare to say it in the bus.Is that from a small liking,It grew to something bigger.And i guess,All i want to say is,I love you.I've waited long enough for this day,And i don't want to lose you.I'll do anything to make you the happiest girl.13th March 2008
Posted by rotiboy at 12:28 AM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
lala
dont worry boy, i know how to take care of my girlshe doesnt drink excessively. and she only likes red wine.there's much you dont know, dont jump to conclusions.(:she has never drunk excessively. only when she's unhappy.and since she's got me.unhappy's out of the dictionary.
Posted by Bastard at 9:06 AM
no problems?
Is there such thing as no problem, dear Eden?Hahaha!Friends we are,Friends we shall always be.Be it now or in the future.We will always be near.To Keith,Take care of Keat Yin.Do the right thing,Don't let her drink excessively anymore alright?You should know best what to do.To Eden,Set things right.Don't let me down.Jiayou!Keep up that smile.To myself,Relight your world.There's a reason to do so.You should know it better.Jiayou!To everyone out there,Problems we all will face.But the way we handle it,We can change.Choose the best way,Don't procrastinate.Live life to the fullest.Smile.3 Guys 1 Problem...It ain't only 1 problem.Cause there's more where that came from!Beware. . .
Posted by rotiboy at 12:56 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
I'm still here
Awww. So sweet. Thanks keith.
eden eden you're still here
it's just that you prefer to be a passive ear
reading listening reading listening
to the problems you guys might have been facing
seriously poems poems are not my type
because it shows that i can't type
nah, this place isn't a disgrace
maybe like you said, its not my place
it has been so long since we 3 met
maybe thats cause our lives has been set
from three guys one problem
to three guys no problem
yes friends we're and friends we'll be
we pledge to keep our friendship free
free from any quarrels or fights
we just have to try it with our might
so here i am
with words so few
i guess thats it
the end of this
Posted by MrEden at 12:44 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
eden eden where are you
eden eden has disappeared,from this blog just as i feared.maybe this is just not his place,or he feels that it a disgrace.but never be afraid to share,your problems to us you can bare.and together we will help you bear,and show you some tender,loving,care.cos friends we are and friends we will be,hopefully friends eternally.even if we go to different courses,that dont mean our friendship'll suffer losses.so eden it dont matter where you are,friends like us will never be far.and you must know no matter what you're thinking,we'll be behind you as your backing.
Posted by Bastard at 10:42 PM
Sunday, March 9, 2008
deargirl its for you again.
this day with you has been a blastsome bad moments, but they didn't last.when i'm with you, time passes so fast.and it feels just like an hour has past.girl you bring smiles to my face.no chance to meet you will go to waste.there's no feeling of disgrace.even losing my way in a maze.life is full of ups and downs,when i was down, you came around.you turned my darkness into light,and with you my life is bright.deargirl you mean so much to me,after today i can seriously see.that i'm just lyrics, but you're the melody.i'd sing a song for you personally,it'd go, i'll be yours eternally.for you i'd do anything,and to hold your hand i'd forgo everything.dear girl for now i'd like to say,i'm sorry for whatever happened today.next time you wont go out of sight,cos when i was in darkness you brought me light.
Posted by Bastard at 11:24 PM
Friday, March 7, 2008
one moment
Just done and and over with class chalet.Fun and laughter we had,It's perhaps the last time 1B06 will meet like that.People got drunk,People got high,Some perhaps even felt like dying.But let's just smile with the days that comes by.For me,It's a night i won't forget.And i think it goes for the same to some of you.But it's a different story for me, i guess.Not sure if it's in a good way,Or a bad way,But still it was, to me, something.I don't want to go into details,But i guess things were a little too hasty.To be honest,I don't mind having everyday like this.Having you by my side,Watching over you when you're asleep.Or perhaps even holding your hands when we walk the beach.But i guess,Somethings we just can't rush.And we all need a little more time.I don't really know what I'm saying,Or even thinking now.But i guess things perhaps,Are just like that.If given a chance,I really want to be the one for you.Keep Smiling.
Posted by rotiboy at 7:58 PM
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Even if it means dying.
These few days,It's been something special to me.In every sense,I hope I brought you the fun and happiness.Even though it was like heavenly,But definitely,I do still have my worries.Having to spend most of my time with you,I hope i haven't disappointed you.Being able to just see you,It made me smile.There were times,I want to hold you in my arms.Giving you the warmth when you are cold.But i remain hesitant.Perhaps it's just me?Perhaps I'm too scared,Or perhaps I'm just too unsureIf i should actually proceed.I don't mind getting all drenched up by the rain,And i know i won't mind tearing my t-shirt apartIf you fall and hurt your leg.But I will mind if anything happened to youThat will make my heart ache.Every time i look at you,I get a feeling in me.A feeling that's ready to burst out.A feeling that says,You are the girl i want to love and care.The girl i want to have in my arms.The girl i want to have in my life.I'm not too sure about how you feel,But it doesn't matter to me anymore.If things were to change for the worse,It doesn't matter to me.Because i know at the end of the day,I've tried.And i know, I will still care for youAnd shower you with everything I've got.And if i may,I would like to say,I love you.
Posted by rotiboy at 11:00 AM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
camp
keith's back from camp.he feels like a tramp,that went for a ramp.sleep in a tent,wake up got cramp.first day went to their schooleat chicken rice that taste like poo.then fetched the kids on a bus.the ride didnt seem to last.met the little kids,when we tried to greet.some of them threw fits.and it wasn't neat.well some girls were cute,i saw and went, "what a beaut"they cheered really loud.and were a wonderful crowd.some were really bad,made me really mad.but when i was angry,they thought i was funny.first day whole day rain,pitched our tents in vain.shout until throat pain,so their attention i could gain.second day was better,some kids were much fatter.tried to get them on a raft,but the raft didnt last.cos soon it was low tide,and rules we had to abide.couldnt let them go out to sea,as the floor was too muddy.i left the camp early,regretlessly,unknown to me,some of them smsed me.i really miss my kids quite a lot, instructors and friends there too.but i guess i missed you more, so i just had to leave.but if there was a chance i'd go for the camp again, and this time.i'd surely bring you with me.
Posted by Bastard at 10:34 PM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
HELLOOOOOO
i love you dear,so do not fear.you'll never get hurt,while i am near.i will never let you cry,sunflowers for you i'll buy.your dearboy will not be shy,and trust me this is not a lie.i promise i wont let you down,your face will never have a frown.if you cant swim you'll never drown,and i'll bring you shopping in town.i'm willing to go the extra mile,just to see you for awhile.i'd write your name on all my tiles,so when you're in my room - you'd always smile.girl you've really changed my life,now i feel much more alive.i dont care if yishun is far,cos for you i'd run as fast as a car.a thousand smses we have been sending,a whole week with you i've been spending.you've grown to be my one and only,with me by your side, i assure you.you'll never be lonely.
Posted by Bastard at 11:26 AM
Saturday, March 1, 2008
February 29th, Answers?
The Leap Years.That's what we watched together,For the first time.Great show,Great place,Lovely you.While watching the show,I had thoughts in my mind.Both sweet and bitter.But still, I had you beside me.Every now and then,I worry i'm moving too quickly,I worry i am not able to bring you the fun element.However, I'm still determined.To bring you something more.Something you've been looking for.I know things aren't easy for youNow that reality sets in.But i have decided.I will take things slowly.In due time,I hope you will find the answerYou are looking for.Keep smiling SuperGirl.I'll be there for you no matter what.If you have two left foot,I'll be your right.And walk with you through the nights.
Posted by rotiboy at 2:35 AM