Tuesday, February 19, 2008
After thoughts.
Talked to some people once again,
Kept me thinking even more.
Exams are coming,
But my emotions are swaying.
I know it isn't the right time,
I really don't want to do it now.
You are the last person i want to see
Being affected by these things.
However i have things i gotta say.
There are things i don't know,
Like how many guys,
What have they done,
Or who stand the higher chance?
But one thing i know for sure,
Is that though I was never out with you before,
Or when things cropped up and i'm last to know,
I really wish i can be there.
I don't care who are they,
Or what have they done,
I want to prove my worth.
Surprises aren't the only things i want to give you,
I want to go beyond that.
I really want to have the chance to talk to you,
Face to face.
But that, perhaps i will have to leave it after 10 days.
I know my behaviour now,
May mean suicidal to my chances.
But i really don't know how to put it to you on MSN.
I feel a barrier around you,
When I thought i could,
I just can't bring myself to it.
By now, I guess it's obvious.
This thing in me has grown to some more.
I may be not be the fastest guy to confess to you,
I may not be the guy who is closest to you.
But there's just this something that i guess,
I have to tell you,
I love you...
I don't know what the consequences may be,
But i will bear the responsibilities with my own hands.
And still wish you,All the best.
Posted by rotiboy at 5:58 PM
