"this is fuck weird. we only know each other for like one fucking week?"
"does it matter?"
"no"
"okay (:"

i know she'll probably murder us, but dont think she reads this blog.







oh my. how sweet (: Weet!








guess that's that?








ITS FOR DOGGIES! LOL

Am i the last man standing in this blog?
I definitely hope not.
How's study for you guys?
I hope it isn't as bad as mine!
I tried so hard,
But things seems to get harder.

When the going gets tough,
The tough gets going.
How true is that for me?
I wonder...

Exams exams exams...
The one thing i cannot withstand.
Someone pull me out of this tragic end.
Before my face ends up in the newspaper
At the newspaper stand.

I just saw how L changed the world.
Wonder if he could change mine too.
However, i couldn't watch in peace.
All thanks to Exams,
It ruined my movie.

But there was another thing,
that popped out of nowhere.
This feeling that yearns badly,
A voice shouting out for something big.
Or perhaps someone.
This feeling...
I guess it's inevitable.
But it may be the way,
To change my world.

I miss you, Hui Ying.

I'm in heaven lately.
Your presence alone is holy.
It's funny how things can turn out,
But i guess such things,
I still can't figure out.
Hahahaha!

Without you saying a word,
I feel pure innocence.
It is you that made me smile.
And i doubt, it's just a little while.
My heart is jumping,
But i hope I'm not stumbling.

In this place called heaven,
Somehow I'm still curious,
About things that shouldn't be a bother.
But it's ok i guess,
For there are things more important to attend.
What is so important that even I cannot withstand?
It goes by the name of, EXAMS.
Good luck to you all in the next few days.
Hope i don't see you in a daze.

I GOT NUMBER 5'S NUMBER BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL TO DO WITH IT.


LOL.

SMS?


WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I SAY?


oh my. no use.

Here we are,
We have come so far.
Into the east,
It's Pasir Ris,
At Wenjie's house,
We saw his mouse (Chinchillas).

Then we played Wii,
On his small TV.
Then to a picture of the moon,
Lynette played Guitar Hero,
While Wenjie crooned.

We were supposed to study,
But things weren't destined to be.
From serious work,
It became plain jerks
Of the Wii-mote that hurts.

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Under the beautiful silver light,
The wolves come to live.
The hunger for blood,
Destroying peoples' trust.
But who are we to judge?
When we ourselves,
Drain the life of the one who trusted us.

In the night,
The howling stretches,
Reaching to everyone of us.
And our fear grows,
As we wait for the sun.
Is there anyone out there,
To save our pitiful lives?

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waves of pleasure,
too hard to measure.
as i crept close,
to her sacred cove.
she whispered i'm yours,
i looked into her eyes and said, "of course"
atop of a sacred shrine,
a holy communion, two bodies combine.
i savored her strawberry candy lips,
as my hands crept over her perky t***.
as my fingers crept into her grove,
t'was like angels singing above.
take me now please i beg you,
she whispered softly, a cat's mew.
her husky low purring voices,
aroused in me, my deepest senses.
this was the signal to go ahead,
as i pushed her down on the bed.
she gave a moan as i entered,
the size of me she had taken forgranted.
grinding hips,
interlocking lips.
a pleasurable moan,
the seed is sown.
a short cuddle,
in bed we huddle.
we ended the night just then,
but many more i'm sure we'll plan.

If i had a chance to make things right,
I would. Haha~
But things had already happened,
And I'm glad i had the chance to tell you the truth.

It was very shocking for me at the start.
Didn't expect today to be the day.
But still, Thank you,
For answering and painting me a clearer picture.
I DO feel better.

You asked a question,
The very same you asked the others.
I said i didn't know, but perhaps its your smile.
Well, we can say that it is true.
But let me try to put in more words to it.

The first time i took notice of you,
Your smile captivated me.
Your smile became my motivation to many things.
But soon after i knew you,
I realized it wasn't just that.

From just the smile,
It became the whole you.
Things that you deserve,
Are much more than just this.
It shocked me a little,
But i realized that
You are the one.

The one who i can shower my love with,
The one i dream when i'm asleep,
The one i walk home when it's dark under the moon.
And perhaps,
The one who i want to be by the side
when things are not going well for you.

There is perhaps nothing in this world,
I won't do for you.
I guess that's why i am starting to understand,
Why it has to be you.

I guess such words,
I can only say when I'm not in front of you.
At least for now.
But still,
It's my honour to have this day with you.
Thank you.

listen to me, there are many many fish in the sea.
dont give up the whole forest for one tree.
i can introduce you to my fren fee.
she quite nice, every saturday free.


you want catch fish dont use hook,
if you use hook,
hard to look.
girls are like fish must use net,
one time jio 10 surely get.

LOL short poem which i wrote on the spot for d0minic, who's a guy with a problem at hand as well (:




continuation.


girlfriends are so hard to please,
tell them love them, dont believe.
i think best is just have fling
fuck them, next day dont need think.

life so short just be happy
why on one girl spend money?
spend on two or spend on three.
two leg two boat damn easy.








































i was just joking man.

Lol. Still remember my mom told me once that she was about to name my younger brother, Enough. Meaning. Enough children already. =X
Just to start out the post at a cheerful level. :)
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Now to the point. Thank you Mr Roti boy aka Wenjie for chatting with me. Actually everything is ok for me le...(Most probably alright le)
Yea, so like my title says. Enough is enough. So enough. Nothing and nothing and nothing will come. :)
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Haha. only a few people might understand the above.
It is the little things you do. The LITTLE things.
Have a great evening people. :)

Talked to some people once again,
Kept me thinking even more.
Exams are coming,
But my emotions are swaying.
I know it isn't the right time,
I really don't want to do it now.
You are the last person i want to see
Being affected by these things.
However i have things i gotta say.

There are things i don't know,
Like how many guys,
What have they done,
Or who stand the higher chance?
But one thing i know for sure,
Is that though I was never out with you before,
Or when things cropped up and i'm last to know,
I really wish i can be there.
I don't care who are they,
Or what have they done,
I want to prove my worth.

Surprises aren't the only things i want to give you,
I want to go beyond that.
I really want to have the chance to talk to you,
Face to face.
But that, perhaps i will have to leave it after 10 days.
I know my behaviour now,
May mean suicidal to my chances.
But i really don't know how to put it to you on MSN.
I feel a barrier around you,
When I thought i could,
I just can't bring myself to it.

By now, I guess it's obvious.
This thing in me has grown to some more.
I may be not be the fastest guy to confess to you,
I may not be the guy who is closest to you.
But there's just this something that i guess,
I have to tell you,
I love you...

I don't know what the consequences may be,
But i will bear the responsibilities with my own hands.
And still wish you,
All the best.

MrEden, MrEden.
Your question did kept me thinking.
So what now?
Seriously i don't know.
I am not sure if my message will be like yours.
Hahaha!
So no more poems for now,
I'll just get straight to the point eh?

Seriously, i don't know where things are going.
I feel stuck in the middle.
I have TONS and TONS of things stuck in me now.
Like a bottle of champagne just waiting to be opened.
But perhaps i'll just wait after this period of examination.
I can't trash the ENTIRE thing out of me now,
I don't think it will do me or her or anyone any good.
But let's just put it this way.
I hope AND pray,
Maybe, just maybe,
We will be able to see the daylight of tomorrow, together as one.

Alright. This is not gonna be a poem. I can't do poems.
So this is gonna be the first normal post for this blog. (I'm not saying that the poems are abnormal)
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Wenjie, wenjie, didn't expect us to do the same thing at the same time on the same day too. ;)
Well. So my question is. What now?

Hi Ms S. Really appreciate the long long chat we had. Quite surprising that our thinking were somewhat the same at a point in time. But now as we look back, it is all in the past right? It is too late now for things to start over again. As I said before, some chances once lost are gone forever. People can say that they have moved on, but in reality, have they really move on? Some may have, some may not have. So where am I? Go figure eden. But you know that you will be fine...
Time is all we all need...
I think?
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How? Something can happen, which would lead to another thing from happening and eventually another thing would happen.
Or if nothing happen, nothing will happen and eventually nothing will ever happen.
Choices.

okay i never said that we MUST write poems! (:





WELL YOU ARE THE ONE, THE ONE THAT LIES CLOSE TO ME.

WHISPER'S HELLO I MISS YOU QUITE TERRIBLY.

I FELL IN LOVE, IN LOVE WITH YOU QUITE SUDDENLY.

NOW THERE'S NO PLACE ELSE I COULD BE BUT HERE IN YOUR ARMS.





damn nice song. lol. keith's losing his voice. oh my.






i miss my girl chermaine,
she has a hairy mane.
see her through a window pane,
wish can bring her sit aeroplane.

sometimes she make my heart so pain,
because she refuse to sit train.
i tell her use to use her brain,
she say, sit train too plain.

i ask her what she want
she say eat hor fun.
i say hor fun not nice.
lets eat chicken rice.

because of that she want dump me.
so no choice, accompany her eat mee.
but eat abit i laosai already.
want to shit, but cannot let her see.

i hide in toilet, pretend that i pee.
but she climb over the top to stare at me.
i almost shit in my pants.
please oh please. hear me rant.

darling oh darling let me shit
keeping it in me is no easy feat.
my asshole keep getting hit
by the really big piece of shit.

darling oh darling hear my plea
i am not here just to pee,
but could you stop staring at me.
or else i really want to flee!

i see her play basketball
then go with her to tampines mall.
she from far away shout my name
everyone think she insane.

but i no choice she is my girlfriend
to her my hand i must lend.
or else she will probably murder me.
or sell me to "karang guni"


she always go clubbing
wear lots of bling bling
i beg you please give me chance.
i really dont know how to dance.

i step on the dance floor show my stance.
people thought i in a trance.
call police say i take ecstasy,
then take my chermaine away from me.

chermaine i miss you so,
without you i feel so low.
although you got thick eyebrow,
i can use lawn mower to mow.

so please dont leave me, find me in jail
or go to the lawyer ask him for bail
cos it was your fault that i am there.
use your face and give them a scare!

or you can act like a bear,
offer them some china pear.
or you can strip bare,
and show them your spongebob underwear! (i give you last year vdae one leh)

one day i really go your house
tell your parents i'm your spouse.
they sure take parang and kill me
but i so brave i will not flee.

anything for you i will do,
even spend my night in the loo.
one day i will bring you to the zoo.
and see some kangaroo.

cherm i will love you
until the longkang water become blue.
i've said it before and i'll say it again.



I LOVE YOU AS LONG AS A YELLOW BANANA.

Wow Wow, Mr Eden.
Glad to see you typing a little.
Don't worry about not being poetic,
Cause i think mine are much more idiotic.
We may have 1 same problem,
But some things do require talent.
In this particular situation,
I think we have lost to the other fella!

Hahahaha!
Now back to serious business.

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So guys,
What's the progression?
Are we all going to suffer depression?
Or are we going to take some action?
Let me share my thoughts with you.

I have decided to take SOME action,
But with a slow momentum.
I don't want to rush.
Neither do i want to say mum.
So i will let time play its role,
And perhaps, i may get a GOLD.
If time is what she needs,
Then it is what i'll give.
Everybody needs a little moment.
Even I, do have my moments.

But you know what?
After this long posting,
I started thinking.
Maybe all we need is a little patience!
Maybe by then,
We can carry out a plan.
From 3 guys 1 problem,
To 3 guys, No problem.
Hahahaha!

Eden Eden here you are
The blog seems so empty without your roar
You have many things you wanna say
But your heart just seem so faraway

Remember that you told your friend
To think of something and lend you a hand
Grateful grateful to the poem he did
Because he didn't make you sound like a kid

Emo emo emo elmo
This is not call finding nemo
The heart you locked up in the box
Would one day one day be unlock

People ask you for the day and time
But it's as hard as making this rhyme
But soon soon I will tell you when
Because this post is coming to an end

What I feel is more than words describe
Or any pill that one could prescribe
So just count from one to three
And I will eventually be set free

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P.S. I can't do all these poetic stuff but at least I tried.

number 5 oh number 5
you hide like queen bee in a hive.
getting your number is so hard
but you've already stolen my heart!


when i see you touch the ball
my jaw drops and saliva fall.
if only i could only ask for more.
but i never see you anymore.


when you walk past on your feet
you make my heart just skip a beat.
the way you drink ribena, so unique.
i'd like to learn that awesome feat.


one day i'd like to meet
your parents and to them i'll greet
"i want your daughter's hand in marriage"
i'll fly her away in a pumpkin carriage.


if one day i get your number
my 1000(free) sms send to you forever.
but your number so hard to get.
too bad your face i cannot forget.


why must you be from chung cheng high.
i go your school find you, also "shi bai"
find you until i wanna die.
your friendster profile damn cheebye.


why must you set it to private?
bet your handphone calls also divert.
you turn off your messaging.
then how i type song to sing?


then you dont know any of my friend.
you from faraway distant land?
i ask karen ask her boyfriend
because he know some of your friend

in the end its all futile
though i went the extra mile.
her boyfriend cannot be bothered.
then the last of my hopes smothered.


zhiying also dont want give me.
your email even when i plea.
when i finally find your blog,
the blog is dead, shrouded in fog.


then your name, is what? meliSa.
usually people spell meliSSa.
then your friendster put "mel"
didnt know it was you, cannot tell.


are you playing hard to get
or are you making me forget
i dont care if you are short
cos you're freaking bloody hot.


you so cute, i call you kawaii,
treat you eat sashimi, "ai mai?"
just go on a date with me,
everything you eat is free.


if i ever see you again.
i am sure my heart will pain.
your number i will obtain.
be it sunshine or be it rain.


number 5 oh number 5,
come out of your bee hive.
be my princess be my queen,
though it may sound obscene.


and we can have our fairytale.
i will buy you a whale
and on top of it we'll sit
and on the horizon our lips will meet.





CCHMS VBALL NUMBER 5 (LIBERO) IF YOU EVER HAPPEN TO SEE THIS PLEASE CONTACT ME AT iampenguin175@hotmail.com / 98191835 ASAP THANK YOU.

Wow, that's all i can say.
To this blog to finally awake.
3 guys, 1 problem.
Is it just going to be filled with poems?
Or rubbish that comes out
with no intention?
Oh well~
Why do i even bother?

I too, have a problem.
That's why I'm part of this blog.
But what am i going to say?
When i have never done this.
Let me summarize things a little.
So things will look simple.

I am glad,
Things were off my chest.
I told you how i felt,
But didn't know what i had to dealt with.
But with no regrets,
I will still wait.
For that's all i can ever say.
I will not lock it up anymore,
For my case isn't like Eden's.
And hopefully not Keith.
But there is definitely,
Something more i have to keep.
Not from the past,
Neither from the present.
But things that i want to say,
Yet i can't.
Why you may ask?
Because some things can't be expressed through words,
But by little actions.


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On a little note,
I want to wish a few folks.
Happy birthday to you,
Trish and Zi Yun.
Stay pretty as always.

i'd lock my heart
in boxes
and throw away the key.
cos they said if you love someone
you would set them free.
i'd put it in another box too
sealed with super glue.
though secretly i know deep down
i'm screaming, "i miss you"
into another i'll put the first,
difficult as it seems.
they say what is meant to be,
will eventually be.
words i want to say, words i never will.
the past is in the past, my wishes unfulfilled.

sometimes i think i miss you,
and then i cant move on.
sometimes i think i'd wish you,
to be happy with a song.
sing it with all my heart,
and tears fall from my eyes.
what's happened has happened.
dont look back, dont sigh.

things like this,
are never meant
to be released.
the only way to do so
is to throw away the keys.
difficult as it may seem
i'm going to move on.

------ okay enough of emo stuff time for the fun part------


i numb myself with homework
and listen to hokkien song.
i party like a rockstar
and emo like a god.
but seriously i think, im the incarnate of a frog.
garry tell me teoheng,
i say i slit my wrist.
wenjie ask me show a smile
i punch him with my fist
i act like i dont care
but actually i do.
i love you more than words can say,
i hope you love me too
listen to my love song
listen to me moo
this is a poem
specially for you!

i use bristleback
and shoot nasal goo.
you look at me like i'm a freak
and my heart splits in two.
i everyday drink magnolia milk
until cow cannot moo.
the milk infect my intestine
i shit, got watery poo.
but i dont want to shit in school
i want use my own loo.



---------- song time------------

tune of "welcome to the black parade"

the part that goes...



Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me....







sometimes i've got this feeling
she's eating wan ton mee,
and other times i want to suck her toe!
i throw it up cos her toe's too small, i prefer wan ton mee.
and then i run and flush down toilet bowl~~~~
i'll carry on, i'll carry on.
i'll suck your toe if you need me.
the memory of its taste will linger on! linger on!



okay fuck this i wanna go dota. enough. bye.

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